God Bless Her

Saw the wedding photo of one my ex colleague, finally she is married!~!~ God bless this beautiful couple. Her photographer is great, beautiful picture he/she had taken- simple, yet beautifully composite. Plus, her new set of teeth, sure worth the money she spend. I can't wait for mine to be done also.

Going to see the dental surgene this coming tuesday but I guess I have to call to change the appointment as I was called to assist my director on the HD pickup shoot. Actually, part of me is excited to meet the dental surgene, well since I have come this far after a year ago when I decided to do my braces. Part of me i'm scared.... sacred of the after pain... scared of the hospital... scared to being alone. Called my mum that day once I know my appointment to check she is free to accompany me on that day. Ke ke, my mum always so funny. She asked is it i'm scared. Well I said, Not really just need a company in case the doctor scares me. ke ke. And she said, I think you are the one who is more likely to scare the doctor. Ke ke. I guess there is nothing to fear anyway, ke ke. I always believe life and death is all fated.

Was in the office in the afternoon and we are all discussing about our dive trip next year, april. My friends are going up the cebu during february and was showing us the place they will be staying. The forgetful of me, decided to show them the beautiful palawan I had been... stir some emotion out of me... J said that its so ex and asked me where the hell I got that money to go. I said, was from my ex bf of mine. J said such a nice guy to really spend that amount of money, should have stayed. I said, he is a piece of jerk.... jerk or not no longer matters, as most memory was either faded away or lock behind... suddenly all these makes me put a stop... have I been working so hard with all these projects on hand that most part of me is no longer me? I think I am.... for the past few months I have been living in a dream world, making magic out of the black box... the power to create overwhelm me... I love that power as each time I improve a little, and each time people appreciate the things I created, and seeing it on tv makes it even more happier.... that sometime I have no idea what kind of life am I living? Have not seen any of my friends for weeks, except my colleagues. Colleague become the main part of my life, day and night we see each other- having lunch, having dinner, even massage... I want a break, once u jam break in this journey, one will just feel exhausted..... looking forward to January... a break?